Blueprint

Gazing upon gentle waters
Burying my eyes deep within your solitude
I could only hope it lasts
For it may only be a dream
A fade unoticiable
A future wrapped in scars

I took advantage of this paradise
I wore it down to a thread
I try to hold on but my tears weighed me down
Pulling me straight down to pushishment
Where I lay paralyzed in the scorching flames of reality

In the end
Was it ever meant to last?
In the end
Was it ever meant to begin?